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I've sat down twice to write replies to this... and I feel my responses themselves to have too heavy a trace of "old story" in them.
I'd like to experiment here with responding to these questions less from an "I"; though I certainly invite each of you to read my profile if you are interested in my AoH history and work practice.
There is a trail in an ecological preserve on university grounds near where I live named Gopher Tortoise Ridge. It is sandy and hot walking the "ridge," what passes for elevation in Florida, a few feet above the adjacent flood plain shaded with cypress. The tortoise burrows are a marvel of location selection, often entering the earth just under a tap root that acts as a cross beam.
Tortoise outside burrow on ridge.
Gopher tortoises are considered a "keystone species," a species whose health and prosperity indicates the viability of the 300-some other species that interact in hosting-harmony in the burrows.
Toad using young tortoise burrow for shelter.
I remember the line of a poem written by a middle school student in the rough city where I use to live:
It is hard to burrow and
Live within each other; mostly
You are alone.
Along the ridge, what was once an ancient string of high dunes around a lagoon, young campers have constructed low huts in the shape of tortoises' burrows.
One of the creations of local campers.
Is this the low canopy shape of what we all want?
There is art here, and earth, and coming together, and letting go.
The community of the campers quickly dissolve back into the social orders from which they arrived; their branch and palmetto frond structures softly collapse within weeks, though the tortoises, walk back and forth on the ridge, "shelled," yet hardly alone.
It is slow going.
Down a trail that winds through the pine flat woods East of the ridge, there is a single cypress tree that is over 500 years old. This is remarkable in Florida, this part of Florida especially, as the woodlands were almost entirely harvested at the beginning of the 20th century. It has been theorized that this one tree survived because it was actually two, two cypress saplings that began 500+ years ago, at the beginning of the era of settlement, and gradually grew together to form a twinned trunk. The sawing equipment would have been damaged cutting through it, and so, the tree alone remained.
500+ years later it spreads with a wide base, a twin trunk, and a sort of tripod canopy that triangulates branches up into the Florida sun. Beneath, on the floodplain, it is moist and deeply shaded, a rich haven for mosquitoes and other local insects. Spider webs frame every view.
Some days this tree makes me weep as I recount the losses and violences that have surrounded it; some days even being 100 yards from this tree fills me deeply with gratitude, with hope, that in the young -- so very young, so very new in its recovery -- preserve there is this one tree that remembers, that holds space, that must not even "think" of impatience, of "waiting."
There is an awareness that is so very strange some days walking these trail loops, this one old, hidden tree, the tortoises largely from view, yet all near the heart of the city. I feel their work. Sometimes I want to share it, actively; then, I want to release that want.
Is it an odd, or even worrisome thing, to suggest that in the new story in the city I current find myself they have been my best collaborators?
This city is that young, has been that clear-cut. There is one ancient tree. There are a few, threatened "keystone species" tortoises. It is hard to burrow inside each other. There are protected places where this burrowing can happen, can thrive, simply. This city is not all that different from the whole of America, I think.
(That is the stretch of land that I can yet speak for.)
I've sat down twice to write replies to this... and I feel my responses themselves to have too heavy a trace of "old story" in them.
I'd like to experiment here with responding to these questions less from an "I"; though I certainly invite each of you to read my profile if you are interested in my AoH history and work practice.
There is a trail in an ecological preserve on university grounds near where I live named Gopher Tortoise Ridge. It is sandy and hot walking the "ridge," what passes for elevation in Florida, a few feet above the adjacent flood plain shaded with cypress. The tortoise burrows are a marvel of location selection, often entering the earth just under a tap root that acts as a cross beam.
Tortoise outside burrow on ridge.
Gopher tortoises are considered a "keystone species," a species whose health and prosperity indicates the viability of the 300-some other species that interact in hosting-harmony in the burrows.
Toad using young tortoise burrow for shelter.
I remember the line of a poem written by a middle school student in the rough city where I use to live:
It is hard to burrow and
Live within each other; mostly
You are alone.
Along the ridge, what was once an ancient string of high dunes around a lagoon, young campers have constructed low huts in the shape of tortoises' burrows.
One of the creations of local campers.
Is this the low canopy shape of what we all want?
There is art here, and earth, and coming together, and letting go.
The community of the campers quickly dissolve back into the social orders from which they arrived; their branch and palmetto frond structures softly collapse within weeks, though the tortoises, walk back and forth on the ridge, "shelled," yet hardly alone.
It is slow going.
Down a trail that winds through the pine flat woods East of the ridge, there is a single cypress tree that is over 500 years old. This is remarkable in Florida, this part of Florida especially, as the woodlands were almost entirely harvested at the beginning of the 20th century. It has been theorized that this one tree survived because it was actually two, two cypress saplings that began 500+ years ago, at the beginning of the era of settlement, and gradually grew together to form a twinned trunk. The sawing equipment would have been damaged cutting through it, and so, the tree alone remained.
500+ years later it spreads with a wide base, a twin trunk, and a sort of tripod canopy that triangulates branches up into the Florida sun. Beneath, on the floodplain, it is moist and deeply shaded, a rich haven for mosquitoes and other local insects. Spider webs frame every view.
Some days this tree makes me weep as I recount the losses and violences that have surrounded it; some days even being 100 yards from this tree fills me deeply with gratitude, with hope, that in the young -- so very young, so very new in its recovery -- preserve there is this one tree that remembers, that holds space, that must not even "think" of impatience, of "waiting."
There is an awareness that is so very strange some days walking these trail loops, this one old, hidden tree, the tortoises largely from view, yet all near the heart of the city. I feel their work. Sometimes I want to share it, actively; then, I want to release that want.
Is it an odd, or even worrisome thing, to suggest that in the new story in the city I current find myself they have been my best collaborators?
This city is that young, has been that clear-cut. There is one ancient tree. There are a few, threatened "keystone species" tortoises. It is hard to burrow inside each other. There are protected places where this burrowing can happen, can thrive, simply. This city is not all that different from the whole of America, I think.
(That is the stretch of land that I can yet speak for.)
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