Welcome to the Art of Hosting community, Yolanda! Please post a photo when you can so we can really "see" you here. Then join in with all the conversations. You'll find plenty of resources here, too, to help you deepen your practice. And the more you add to your profile, the more the community can learn from you and share with you. Please give my greetings to Wout Jan as well -- hope to be back in the Netherlands April/May some time.